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The last time I blogged was in 2006. Even then I really didn't do it that much. So a summery of what has been going in my life over the past two years would basically be...I had my hear broken terribly. I saw a couple guys... all jerks. I didnt date for about a year, I was really wasn't interested in anyone. Then a year ago yesterday I began dating Christopher and fell in love. Oh and I moved last September to Wixom, I lost basically all my friends except for Taylor and Erica who have really stuck by my side during my hard time moving. In September I will be a senior at Lakeland High school, I cannot wait to get out of school... well high school that is. I am totally pumped for summer '08 all though I will be working mostly the whole time to get a car :( but I am pumped to go camping with Erica over the fourth of July and a few other things.

so im at my dads and im talkin to kyle f... im pretty happy im on mysapce alot now lol its http://www.myspace.com/lifereplayed259 so check it out and taylor I LUV U and im sry i know thats that last thing u wanna here but wen we talked im was speech less im not really sure wat to say.....

so waz up my peeps lol i cant wait for snow comin its gonna be so much fun i guess it suxs that taylors not gonna loser but o well i guess ill just have a fun time without her lol i love you though so lill tt every1 l8er cuz my moms yellin at me to get off ttyl lyl

so life pretty much suxs as of today i wanna cry but i cant i wont let myself over some1 who mattered so little it just pains me to know that i stuck up for him wen everyone was bringin him down on the bus and even though it was a very short time i feel like crap its umbelivable so im goin over to sams today hopefully ill feel better, i should of listened to those ppl around me wen they said that you were a pig and went out with everyone but no i was blinded by ure good looks and awsome personality but once word got around i found out that u have asked out many grls and i was just stupid enough to fall into ure trap although i still luv u no not love but luv u and i know u want to be friends but we both know that that will never happin but its ok ill allways have ure memory even though it pains me to think of you!!! i hope i get a new bf and he treats me better then he did and we can have more of a spark but hey im not needy

yada so im so happy yeah!!!!!!! so yum yeah so im just talkin to my peeps lol and school was fun it was PJ day i love that day lol so ummmmm yeah and TAYLOR how dare you not tell me u were comin to school lol jk i luv ya nlt ttyl

yada so im so happy yeah!!!!!!! so yum yeah so im just talkin to my peeps lol and school was fun it was PJ day i love that day lol so ummmmm yeah and TAYLOR how dare you not tell me u were comin to school lol jk i luv ya nlt ttyl

im so Fing happy lol so yeah thats all i dont wanna say anything else cuz im not sure how long ill be happy for lol

so life has basically suxedl iek always i hate how we have to switch classes its so gay i HATE it but omg guyz cant live with them cant live without them lol but w/e ttyl

So my dads phone is turned off and i was gonna talk to brandon but hes not there cuz i wanted to see if my dad was actually picking us up like he said he was but i cant get a hold of him so yeah wat can i do thats right there nottin i can do he has ounce agin raised my spirists spit on them and threw them down 24 flights of staris and here i am lying helplessly on the floor unable to move or talk!!!

Im more then likely movin to alabama and it totally suxs ass the realiter guy was just over like 30 mins ago and he putting up the for sale sighn tomarow and my moms goin to court on wensday to see if we can go but we probly are cuz dave hasa job their it suxs so much today i woke up at 5 in the mournin and i actually started crying because i dotn want to leave my dad and my friends but im goin to give alabama a chance and if it doesnt work out im goin to move in with my dad who lives in brighton this suxs so much so me and erica and mabey taylor are all goin to the movies tomarow hopefully u can go taylor and if i move im havin a goin away party and im goin to invite everyone of my firends but amanda pirtle cuz shes not my friend so yeah well ttyl

boo taylor soave me lol jk but im goin over to my gmoms tomarow at like 5 were leavin and i should get there bout 5 cuz its like 12 hrs wich really suxs i dont wanna go at all but i dont really have a choice at the momment so yeah!! and taylor were goin to see the ringer i dont care wat ure mom says it looks f****ing halariose *dont know how to spell* so ure somi ill kill u if u dont lol im not jk im gonna try and sneak my fone wit me so i can talk at night without my mom knowing so yeah i hope i do and OMG im so pissed at wat brandon did its not even funny!!!!!!!!!

O yeah funfunfun im goin to my gmmoms today *sux* lol i dont reaslly want to but wat can u do ya know so im goin to be there forever......and were openin presents so thats an upside. so taylor i hope i didnt do anything wronge its probly bout a guy or somethin just knowing but idk so yeah well call me if u need to talk i have the WHOLE day lol so thats bout by day ttyl lyl

theres this guy online and i can really talk to him he gives great adice and he kinda understands wat im goin through and its really kool cuz its frusterating wen ure friends dotn know wat ure talking bout although they can reasure u on ure buety and charm and its important to have that reasurance escpecaially for someone who thinks there ugly cuz it seems like a guy wont give her the time of day!

so christmas is slowly arriving yeah christmas eav i have to go over to my grandmas wit my dad i hate that but i et prstents so hey and then my brohter is spendintg the night so he can have christmas wit us at my house so thats kool i guess and me and taylor are goin to see fun with dick and jane today at 6 so thats awsome, my mom asked if i was smoking and i was like no and shes like would u lie to me and i said no although i was thinking yes lol so syal.


ps: TODAYS MY B-DAY IM TURNING 15 AT 5:01 TODAY YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!11

SO i was up till like 2:30 or so and then i finally fell asleep right after the mummy ended i was on the little couch and brondon was on the big couch and it suxs cuz now that my dad is not working for the winter he will stay up till 5 in the mourning playing poker and it suxs so much lol o well wat can i do u know so yeah. i got up at like 10:30 and im soooo tired and yeah im suppose to go to alambama right after x-mas and were gonna shoppin and crap i really dont want to go but as of now i do not have much of a choice so yeah. ure right taylor who does get u a lable maker for x-mas its funny though u have to admitt lol well gonna go cya

So im at my dads yeah and my sisters arnt here even better!! Taylor i know that u probly feel a lil different but u seem the same to me so thats kool u kinda calmed down but dont worry ure still a bitch jk lol so im kinda bored and out there i have a headache and i dont like jermey brandons brother man hes getting annoying fast lol but brandons kool but g2g ttyl lyl byebyez

my mom took those parnet controls off my comp. and ysterday my mom went out and got DDR so we got to open it early so YEAH and tomarow im gonna over to my dads and i really want to talk to jeremy sooooooo bad so yeah thats my update lol ttyl!!!

my mom put those stupid parent controls on my name and i hate her for it i cant even get on my MSN messenger so im gonna try and figure out her pasword so i can get on but at least i know daves pasword man im so pissed at first it diddnt even let me get on here but now my mom typed in her pasword so it would let me man im fucking pissed its not even funny AWWWW i just want to break something GOD wow ive never felt like this i hate how she doesnt trust me at all she said that since i wont give her my pasword then shes keepin the parent controls it suxs ass im not giving her my pasword cuz i dont want her in all my crap she doesnt trust me at all i hate god i just want to cry and go to my dads and hang out man it suxs so much i dont know y she doesnt trust me she doesnt have a reason not to so i dont know what her fucking promblem is i hate x-mas time and all the holly jolly thing to follow it i cant stand being around ppl who are happy 90% fo the day and i cant stand being nice to pple i hate anymore and taylor if its to much of an inconvience for me to come over this weeknd then tell ure grandma not to bother cuz i dont want to be in the way. im mad miles to man he got me angry fast it long story that no one wants to hear so i wont even bother today im so depressed some times and not fully there i donk know wats gotten in to me l8ly but no one trust me or cares enough to try.....:(

last night holly crap i feel asleep at liek 12 then i woke up at 1 fell asleep agin then woke up at 2:20 then i feel asleep agin and feel asleep then i woke up at like 3:30 then i was up till 4 then woke up at liek 10 so im so tiered but i cant go to bed lol. so taylor i hope u feel better cuz ure a fag and just had to break ure toes so yeah smart move and dont even blame it on ure brother lol jk... so im so happy its the weekend it was a long week and i have my fone just barely thou me and my mom got into a fight bout it cuz she was goin to give it to my sis who i knew would go through all my stuff so i sarted crying lol and got it i was so happy i hate my sis there so annoying taylor knows wat im talkin bout and who ever has meet them lol so that was m night/mourning lol ttel.

ps: taylor call me on m cell 248-459-0638 if u forgot!!!

so im finally at my dads *sux* but i have my fone so its all good i guess man its been such a long Fing week im so gald its frieday and i can sleep in!!!! im still grounded so ill only be able to update like every other weekend so yeah but life is kinda suxin but it kinda roxs ive been out of it for a while and i think my mom thinks im doin drugs lol but weve been painting like all week so that suxs but hey wat can you do.